Saturday, June 27, 2009

Exam over

The first term of my university is over. Officially. Whoah. Haha . But that aside, it feels great! Here I am in Sydney, visiting my sister and going on an eating spree. Which makes me realise, things should always be done in moderaration. You eat and eat and eat until you're fat, then your heath will suffer and if you don't eat well, you'll die of starvation too.

I've been watching Chuck its pretty good but I realise sometimes if you stick your eyes on a computer screen or television too long, its going to damage your eyesight. Haha. Anyways, there's a few things I learnt here which I felt was really important. Think before you speak, think before you act. Listen. Some of the best people out there are good listeners. People sometimes don't need advise. They just need a shoulder to cry on or a wall to speak to which will react and understand their feelings. Otherwise, I'll be talking to the wall in my room whenever I have problems.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Exam period

Wah! I just finished one paper yesterday. It went pretty ok. Not too bad or good. But still I have a tendency to go "hmmm...... ". It's not good you know. What's done is done. What's over is over. Haha. I wish it was that simple. I wonder what Noah is thinking about when God told him to make a boat as He is about to wipe out earth. Why? Next thing you know.... whoosh... gone in the wind....

Just because some people were wicked. I think theres two faces to this story.
1) Those who are wicked will pay his price nevertheless. I mean if you're blameless, He won't bring you any harm at all
2) Lean not in your understanding but trust God.

Noah built the ark nevertheless. I think people must be saying to him:

Siao ar you? Build boat for what? No cloud in the sky, no rain all sun. Ini orang sudah gila di la.
Next thing you know, gone. And could you imagine in the ark? Lions and tigers, snakes and goodness knows what other creatures. Sure attack you one for 150 days. But for some reason that didn't happen.

Let's take a look at another scripture.

Daniel 6: 21-21
Daniel answered, "O king, live forever! My God sent his angel, and he shut the mouths of the lions. They have not hurt me, because I was found innocent in his sight. Nor have I ever done any wrong before you, O king."

Trust is all God asks for. Innocent in God's sight and always walk in faith with Him.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I'll be there for you

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,or even your year
but..I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...
You're still in bed at ten
And work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast
So far... things are goin' great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought
You down to your knees that...
I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...
No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst
I'm best with you, yeah
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,or even your year...
I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

I like this song. It shows that even in the worst situation, there will be someone there for you. I'm sure that everyone will love that. Imagine you've screwed things up so badly that you need someone to cheer you up. Look, It doesn't matter if you screwed up before, as long as you learn form your mistake and don't do it again.

:P Look. No one is perfect, we need someone to hold on to in order to survive or even to get where we want to be. Here's the bombshell;

DO YOU HAVE THAT SOMEONE WHO WILL BE WITH YOU 24/7? BEST FRIENDS CAN'T DO THAT. THEY HAVE A LIFE TOO YOU KNOW. AND THEY MIGHT NOT HAVE EXPERIENCED WHAT YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Let me tell you a story.....

Every story has a beginning. Every story has a plot. Every story has a theme. Every story has an ending. Every story has its own morale values. Every story has an ending how bitter or sweet it may be. A journey of a thousand steps begins with a single one.

Its too late to turn back now. The storm is raging. It's now or never. Sometimes I wish I'd die in my sleep. Sometimes, I wish I had a portal and transport myself from where I am to somewhere else. Sometimes, I wish someone was out there guiding me and looking after me. Sometimes I just wished that I wouldn't need to endure this. Sometimes, I wished that the more I try the more I have confidence. Sometimes......

I woke up with sweat all over, breathing heavily. I'm alive. I thought back of that terrifying dream I had the night before. Devoured by some unknown creature. I do not remember the details, but still I felt that it seemed so realistic and at the same time terrifying. It was not a very good feeling. Still live goes on. No matter what I had just experienced. Getting ready for school, I dreaded the inevitable. Anything could happen after all. My fears heightened since that dream. What did it mean? What was going to happen?

The Dream... part 1

Monday, June 15, 2009

How Ironic

I find it very ironic. Tabloids, tales, rumours. 3 things that people actually read and follow. It may not even be true. Look if I just said to my friend that Liverpool was on the brink to bankruptcy and its on the tabloids, everyone would believe it. Even if it was not the case. UNFORTUNTELY! So its a lie. All lies, unfortuately.

People are so keen in hearing about all this. On the other hand, in the bible there's this verse that I stumbled upon. Ok fine I searched it up.

Psalm 119:89
Your word, O LORD, is eternal;
it stands firm in the heavens.

Yet there are non believers out there some where.


No I am not looking into evangalism missionary or anything of that sort at this point in time. I am too young and need more guidance from THE ONE. (not Jet Li or Neo if you're thinking)

Eternal. What does that mean? Forever and for eternity. Isn't that truth enough? Truth. Something that news and tabloids hide. :D

Isn't that enough to stand firm on what is written in the bible?
Enough to go "wow".
This is true. Forget about the tabloids, forget about whatever that's happening in Hollywood that are fake or even the football transfer market that some deals just aren't meant to be. (sigh.... I wish it were though....)

On the other hand concentrate on other stuff that is more concrete. Ie your life or your walk with God.

There's a song in particular I want to insert.

VERSE I
Standing here, in Your presence
Thinking of the good things
You have done
Waiting here, patiently
Just to hear
Your still small voice again
Holy, righteous, faithful to the end
Saviour, healer, redeemer and friend

CHORUS
I will worship You for who You are
I will worship You for who You are
I will worship You for who You are
Jesus

BRIDGE
My soul secure,
Your promise sure
Your love endures always
My soul secure, Your promise sure
Your love endures always
My soul secure, Your promise sure
Your love endures always

Just look back at this song.


Waiting here, patiently
Just to hear
Your still small voice again.

That's how desperate you should be. Too bad the world isn't like this. Patiently. How long is it? Years? It doesn't matter kid.

ITS THE CLIMB................
AIN'T ABOUT HOW FAST I GET THERE......

:D

Your promise sure
Your love endures always.

I know there will be rough patches at times, but seriously so what? Clay is so ugly. A pot on the other hand... hmmm.... nice and beautiful right. What does a clay go trough to go into that stance?

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Aiya... y la like that

Aiseh man! Next Saturday my exam start di loh. I preparing now but I think I really need more faith and courage to take the plunge. Forgive me O Lord if I fail my exams; as I have forgiven those who have trialed against me.

Forgive. Such a humongous word. Like normal. Another huge word to think about. Forgoiving is not easy at times, but it's neccessary. I think the hardest part for me is to forgive myself la, but I'd rather not ellaborate. WHO ARE YOU NOT TO FORGIVE YOUR OWN SINS IF THE LORD HAS CHOSEN TO FORGIVE YOURS? ARE YOU MIGHTIER THAN GOD HIMSELF?

I have sinned O Lord.
I know.
Aren't you going to punish me?
Do I have to? Isn't death punishment enough?
......... I don't think so. Everyone dies anyway...
Then why did Jesus die on the cross?
For enactment over my SINS?
Yes my child. What more?
So that I can have eternal life and be by your side?
.......... What have I done to deserve this?
NOTHING..... I am a GOD who GIVES. The DEVIL steals takes and murders.

There's another thing interesting... what is normal ?
(conforming to the standard or the common type; usual; not abnormal; regular; natural) According to the dictionary.

So how do you define normal? Opposite from weird? So if a person who weilds a sword run around amok is it normal? Its not common thats for sure. But to the other person is it common? It may be to him. Look, in life there are no wrong or right. There are always choices to make. Its whether you have picked the right one. There's a saying once. You sleep on your own bed. Or is it you sleep on the bed that you made? I don't know for sure.... hahah

Saturday, June 13, 2009

taking the plunge

Who is this player called Cristiano Ronaldo? Or this Brazilian player called Kaka?
These 2 players that have dominated the headlines in the world of soccer. These are two players who have about to join Real Madrid for an astonishing fee of 80 million and 65 million respectively. These are two mega superstars that have taken the plunge and tried their best; blasted by the media at times and finally managed to secure a big money move. What am I trying to say? Well isn't that what happens most of the time anyway?

Day after day facing troubles after troubles. Yet what happens if you give up halfway? What do you think would happen if these 2 footballers just gave up and left the world game? Sit down and ponder on this.

Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side.
And as I wait
I'll rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love.

Deuteronomy 31:8

The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."

So all you need is faith and courage right. If God is with you who can be against you?

Remember Moses. I will never forget that man. A person who has nothing but faith. He was to free the Isrealites from the people of Egypt. Egypt, so geng. What is he thinking la wei? I can almost imagine his conversation with God right now....

Moses: You want me to go to Egypt to free Your people? You crazy di ar?
God: I will be with you
Moses: I die how?
God: I will be with you.
Moses: I dunno anything. NO NO Nothing at all.
God: I will be with you.
Moses: If I fail how?
God: I will be with you la how to fail?
Moses: If people ask who are you what you want me to answer?
God: I am God lo... What else ar? The God of Abraham. My name will be remembered forever. (eternity and longer)
Moses: Are you sure?
God: Ya
Moses: Sure or not?
God: Ya. You gimme your rod. I change it to a snake
Moses: Sure or not? Ok

God changes it to a snake

Moses: Wah God you so yeng ar? But I so stupid. Go send oth......
God: I say go means go di la. Go go go. Before I really kill you.
Moses: Ok Ok. I go. I go. But you wih me ya. Or else mati lar me.

Well Moses did manage to lead the Isrealites out of Egpyt and found favor in God. So what am I trying to say? I DUNNO....

Friday, June 12, 2009

1 week to go and counting

This is it isn't it. You're in the battle field with just one bullet. Its now or never. Take aim, fire and hit the target. Sounds easy right? Your enemy? About the same scenario. One bullet left in this battle field.

As always in sports, be it chess, soccer or footy, its always the end game that counts. The trials are just there to prepare you for it. Its usually the final score that counts. In chess, you can have a material and position disadvantage but plan such a way that you checkmate your opponent. Look that's life. When the going gets tough, buckle up, suck it in and keep going.

There will be times in life you feel like giving up, times that youjust feel like its over, times when you feel that gone case, time that you feel every thing you do will be wrong, so wrong and no point any more.

I remember my lecturer saying this to me. What's the worst that could happen? I thought for a minute and went.... death?? His answer? Plain and simple. Well yeah but then again you won't die if you fail right? Its not the end of the world right? And sometimes looking bak pass the final exam, try your hardest and who knows you may pass it. :P

The best things in life at times is not the destination; end result. It is the journey. Learning everytime, getting new experiences.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Sigh

FAIL!!!

Ah well it sometimes is inevitable right? In this world there are 2 different kinds of people. Optimist and pesimist. If someone gave you a glass thats half filled whats the first response?

a) It is half full
b) It is half empty

Sometimes in life its so much easier to be pessimistic.
Grumble Grumble Grumble..... sigh sigh sigh........ die die die
Life goes on, fail fail la. What attitude is this? Pessimistic or optimist?
Now let's put it in a different perspective.

Ok I failed my exam. What now? Considering my options to retake or go to another university or to try harder or swap courses. Look, its all in the mind. A chess player once said, the moment you think you are going to lose a chess game the battle is already half lost.

What makes Kasparov, Fisher, and other chess players great? Not only chess; other sport. Mentality. Winning attitude.

If you lost that you're a goner. Chin up. Downplay a loss. Shake off the disapointment and go on.
Look at Liverpool. If it's one thing I salute them for it has to be their mentality. 3-0 down against AC Milan. Champions League final. Second half, brilliant game 3-3 won it on penalties. Year after year lost the Premiership title to Manchester United, year after year saying that next season they will win it. Still waiting though. Sad story!

I know it can be hard. But sometimes, somethings can't be accomplished, but that doesn't mean it's either

a) end of the world
b) you're branded a failure

The possibilities out there are massive. If you can't do something, that doesnt mean you're not good in anything.

:P

Monday, June 8, 2009

3 am

Exodus 15:2

The LORD is my strength and my song;
he has become my salvation.
He is my God, and I will praise him,
my father's God, and I will exalt him.

It's 3 am right now. I just can't really sleep; well probably cause I slept at 8 pm just now till 12. :D

But that's besides the case. I need strength. Every one needs it. Imagine going through day by day feeling weak and helpless. Well, it sucks. I have tried. Trust me, it sucks. You can't think, you can't act, you can't do anything. All your mind says to you is "sleep". I NEED SLEEP! It almost screams at you. Or is it the body? Hmmmm.....

I don't know about you, but I sometimes feel that God is like that at times. He is my strength. He is my provider. Imagine a pillar without foundation. It'll fall right?

I don't really want to elaborate too much today (I got work to do.... calculus.... :P I'm still happy though)

I end with a simple verse of a simple song...

Give thanks with a greatful heart
Give thanks to the holy one
Give thanks for He has given
Jesus Christ His son
Now, LET THE WEAK SAY I AM STRONG
Let the poor say I am rich
Give thanks.

Oh yeah speaking of giving thanks, I remember my pastor preaching. I don't really remember the details bt the picture was evident and a very good ilustraton.

ALL YOU NEED IS FAITH AND THANKS GIVING. THE BATTLE IS WON BY JESUS! IT IS FINSHED.
DEVIL 0 - GOD 500. ITS A TRASHING. ALL YOU NEED IS THANKSGIVING AND PRAISE. WHAT MORE DOES HE WANT? MOSES WAS NOT CHOSEN TO LEAD HIS PEOPLE BECAUSE HE IS SMART. HE IS CHOSEN AS HE IS FAITHFUL.

On other news,............................

Sunday, June 7, 2009

The Fray You Found Me

I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where've you been?"
He said, "Ask anything.
"Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.
But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.
The early morning, the city breaks
And I've been calling for years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor,
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.
Why'd you have to wait, to find me, to find me?

Meaning according to the lead of the band?

"You Found Me" is a tough song for me. Its about the disappointment, the heart ache, the let down that comes with life. Sometimes you're let down, sometimes you're the one who lets someone else down. It gets hard to know who you can trust, who you can count on. This song came out of a tough time, and Im still right in the thick of it. There's some difficult circumstances my family and friends have been going through over the past year or so and can be overwhelming. It wears on me. It demands so much of my faith to keep believing, keep hoping in the unseen. Sometimes the tunnel has a light at the end, but usually they just look black as night. This song is about that feeling, and the hope that I still have, buried deep in my chest.

So, what am I trying to say? Think Abraham. Look at the stars, you will have that many decendnts and more. He's old. And if you think of natural things around you, it's never going to be possible. Now what did Abraham say and cling on? You decide.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Pre Exam pressure

I feel so down and out for some reason. Its 2 weeks to my exam and I know I can pull this through. I just don't have the spirit to continue. Isn't that what a lot of people thinks and then they don't study and the final exam comes..... deng deng deng deng...... a big F.
Are you one of them? Thankfully I try to avoid this situation.

WHY?? Did you put in a lot of effort? Well maybe. Did you try your best? Obviously yes. Then why falter? Clear cut. Its either a pass or a fail. Nothing in between. If you miss out by a few marks its still a fail right?

A freind, mentor, guide, junior, student once told me this.......... its either white or black. Nothing in between. I know, pressure is bound to increase as time goes by. PV / T is a constant. V volume of things you need to study is the same. Time is less. So pressure increase lo.

But so what? If you have done your revision and did your best, hope for the best, fingers crossed, you will achive it right? Every thing needs time practice and above all a heart that says yes I will do it, yes I will try my best, yes, I can suceed one day. Its not about how you get there. Its about the journey being there.

Everything in this world is like that la. Live with it. Playing computer games, chess, maths, medicine, A - levels you name it. All we need is time and also practice. Lots of practice. And also, some people can't do things better than others. Ask a hawker centre orang to do medicine. Go run a clinic. Cannot right. Now ask a doctor to cook for you char kuay teow or hokien mee. If he can replicate the chef at the hawker centre kuddos wei!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

The future is unknown but yet certain

Matthew 6

25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?
26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?
27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin.
29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these.
30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?'
32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.
33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Yet people worry about everything they can think of. The future is unpredictable. Worrying about a lot of things; going through trials slowly one by one with nothing but despair. I don't know about you but I seriously wonder what Job must be thinking of at this moment in time when facing these obstacles.

Naked I come to this world
Naked I leave it.
The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away;
May the name of the LORD be praised."

None of this is mine, but it is the Lord who provides for me. Yet, while he is being cursed and trialed day by day, not once did he strike the lord or wronged Him. Looking back, I can't say that I have never wronged the Lord. Neither can I say that I have walked in faith with him. There have been times I am so frustrated I just left Him. But yet like the shepard he leaves all His other sheep and finds the one thats lost.

I know the future is unpredictable but its not uncertain.

I just leave one last message....
We love Him cause He loved us first.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Gambit

I hate gambit games personally. Sacrificing a peice for an advantage usually later in the game. Usually, pawn are sacrificed.
But deal with it, that's life now. Sacrificing your time and effort in your workplace in exchange for $$. You get the gist. Sacrifices to me is pretty normal in our lives. giving up sleep to study for a major exam. Staying up late to complete an assignment that is due. (though why leave it to the last minute?)That's part and parcel of living.

So, if you're hating your life right now just because you're suffering something that may be trivial, don't! Life is worth living right? Life is also too short for self pity and sometimes things may not be what it seems. Think about it.

Chinese Remainder Therom

I know, the name of the post sounds really weird but trust me, its the best I can think of. Today, I was in my math modelling class. What an interesting subject, math modeling. My lecturer was going on about the chinese remainder theorem on how with just one formulae, you can solve any equation, be it 3 different unknowns, 4 different unknowns and so on. What struck me was that one simple careless mistake could make the entire math problem go haywire. That's the one thing i hate about maths. Simple to apply at times, horrible to do at times. Imagine your soccer team being in a yo - yo form. One day playing marvelously, pure attacking football and giving opposing strikers hell at the back. The next match, woeful, trashed 6-0. Rubbish, absolute rubbish. That I feel is probably what maths like. Simplex method ah so nice to use. Its interesting but try doing it with numbers as big as a T-rex. (3 digits and more) You'd probably cry out of frustration and your mind will beg you to stop thinking. Clear minds are always good for maths. Always.

Imagine this question for the Chinese Remainder Theorem

X - 3 (mod4)
X - 4 (mod 5)
X - 7 (mod 3)
X - 2 (mod 7)

How do you solve that? Go figure. And mind you, this is how to decode mesages, well except that the prime numbers are huge, and when i mean huge i really do mean huge. 101 and above!!!


Heres another one for the weary minds. Am I evil or what?

Maximise
5 x + 3y with regards to

2 x + y <= 0
4 x + 6y <= 0
3x + y <= 0
x + 7y <= 0

Haha, signing off.

ps:
The numbers I made them up, not some random book I borrowed from the library or lecture notes.

Monday, June 1, 2009

www..... wide wonderful world

What is education? Is it obtaining a degree and then just stoping there ? Or is it more? Is it learning new things that are applicable in your life? Is it the approach of life? Is it the journey to adapt a new environment? Is it trying something new, falling down and trying again at a different perspective? Is it trying something new, failing, getting up and try again with the same diversity and method? Or is it just something that is required and needed drilled into your mind by your parents snce young?

Well to me, its probably all the above but the first 2 and the last. Education is learning things that are applicable in your life. Well, first and foremost, you don't learn to cry, but you certainly learn to walk. First, you probably would have crawled. I do not think anybody, no not even superman or any other comic hero walk straight away. Walking. Something so simple, but yet, we need to start somewhere right? Well the best answer would probably be in our house. Then u started to eat. Well now that you are a grown up, you probably do not need your parents or someone older to spoonfeed you right? You can do it yourself, just nible bite and finally swallow. Easy right? Applicable? Well, what do you think?

Second question, is it the approach to life? Every one in the world has a sole purpose. Theres a phrase in the bible, again I do not know word for word or where is it but it goes like this, before you were born, I know the path you are going to take. I know what is it tht you are asking for even before you speak. How awesome is that? Well what's the next step I wonder? Well easy, moulding us to be who we are to be in this society. Different people have different strengths. Otherwise I wonder what this world will be like. Hang on, I can't even imagine. SORRY. a whole world full of mathematicians and chessmasters. How redundant?

A journey to adapt a different environment. Well, I think the statement speaks for itself. Usually, people will be lambasted with obstacles. Well too bad. DEAL WITH IT! This world can never be perfect. No one can be perfect. If we all are, we wouldn't need to go through question 1 and 2. We are perfect as to what the lord God sees us to be. Again how awesome is that? We are not perfect by nature. Come on, be truthful to me, how many times have you lied in your life? I know I for one though I try my hardest not to I have let my tongue slip at least once. Sinful creatures, yet forgiven. Jesus died on that cross for a reason. But i'm not talking on that in much detail but rather to reaffirm that he died for our sins. So how perfect are we? So anyway, its like you go on to a journey like any other RPG (insert final fantasy tune). Then you just have to adapt a new environment, be it a new area in order to defeat some unknown enemy or for the greater good or juz to save the world. Ok this is starting to get weird. Just super duper weird. Sorry.

On to the last 2 questions that I am going to write on hand to hand on. FAIL. The one word that people fear. What is the mother of success? Pass? Perfect? NO! It's failure. People fail. Its normal. Look at Thomas Edison sure he passed. He made a light bulb. He is remembered for that. But what makes him special? I don't know about you, but I think what makes him special is the fact that he failed 1000 times before he made a light bulb. How would you feel if you failed a thousand times? Personally, I'd probably abandon my plan. But no thats not what Thomas Edison did. He did it again and again till he found a way. If theres a will theres a way right? So, whether you do it with method A or method B it doesn't really matter as long as you have learnt your past mistakes and lived with it. No one's going to remember the fact that you failed. If you failed you failed. There's nothing to be ashamed of. Just remember this name. Drum rolls please!!!!!! THOMAS EDISON. What does this has to do with my topic you may ask? Well it just shows that learning from your past mistakes is important.

So I will just conclude here. What is education? I'll just make a small list so that it is easy to remember.

a) learning new things applicable in life
b) approach of life
c) adapting a new environment
d) to get up and move on when you fail

Its a journey. Education never stops. The amount of knowledge is probably negligable to what you learn over your life. But if you are really interested in something, go ahead, learn it up. It may not be useful but above all, it may be fun and enjoyable.

Amination anyone? Or even better script writing. Or song writing? Or ........ the possibilities humongous.... Just believe in yourself and above all, walk with the lord rather than the wrold. Who knows? He may grant you what you want, parralel with what He wants and above all, happinees.

I leave here for today with a song.
Miley cyrus ( The climb)

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice inside my head sayin,

You'll never reach it,

Every step I'm taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going

And I,

I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle,

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle,

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith baby

It's all about

It's all about

The climb

Keep the faith

Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh