Friday, May 29, 2009

kid again

I feel like a kid sometimes. Sometimes, you just feel like letting go all your frustrations in life. The whole world is around you is either falling apart or against you. Then you look at kids. All carefree, no worries, nothing nothing at all that bothers them. (no pok no pok at all) All they do, is probably being who they are and at the same time being carefree.

Sometimes, I just wished that I could be like that. No worries in the world. Everything provided to a certin extent. All you need is a mouth to ask for, and it will be given. I guess at times life can be like that, especially when you just be yourself and that you're not really harming the society or yourself I guess it should all come together.

Saturday and Sunday mornings are great. They are always stress relievers to me. Who would have imagined a university student to actually sit down and have a good laugh when I start watching kid shows such as Hannah Montana or even Wolverine and the X men? Well, welcome to my life!! Accept me for who I am. I am so looking forward to the movie premiere of Hannah Montana which is scheduled to be released around the end of June. I know most people will probably say that Hannah Montana is for teenage girls or even 6 year old girls? But if I am having a good laugh and entertained by the show so be it. I am not a fanatic though, just find it interesting. (The Ben Ten cartoons are good too. But I haven't actually had time to watch Ben Ten Alien Force, the sequel to the Ben Ten cartoons. That looks really cool. I will someday. Eventually. :P)

Thankfully, the bible did mentioned on being carefree and at the same time being like a child. Children of God, isn't that how he adress us? He who seeks receives and also, which father will give his son a stone when he asks for bread?

I'm going to sign off with a saying by me. "If everyone was the same in life, the world would not only be boring but redundant as well" So be who you want to be and as the ausies say it, NO WORRIES MATE!!!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

sine graphs..... go figure

Oh boy, what a week!

First, Manchester United gets knocked out by Lionel Messi and co(aka Barcalona) in the finals and then my housemate just had to rub it in my face all day long, or almost all day long. Why u may ask? How would I know? Jealousy?

Then, I have a slight feeling that programming in java is a gonner, or in Arsenal terms, gooner. Its not going to be even applicable in my life. Whats the point of learning something that you're going to apply and even worse, you have no interest in? I call it waste of time. :P

I do not think that using a java program just to find the average amount of sales production is justified. There's a calculator to do it. Whats more, use matlab so much easier. Matlab. Though its tough at first, when you really know how to use it from your fingertips, it can actually be fun. I find it fascinating when the lecturer just plunges in the digits and out from the blue some graph that I didnt know could exist be plotted just like that. Amazing, truely amazing. If only I can master it. Sigh.

I hope I am not branded a "weirdo" for that.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

y m i doing this??

Why am I even blogging???
Who would be interested in the life and times of a university student?
I am not here to tell people about my life and times, even if you want to.
My main reason I feel would probably to improve my typing and at the same time put down anything that I just conjured out of thin air which is most likely to disapear into thin air the next day, hour, week , month or year.
So, don't be surprised to see my study notes here in near future!
How ironic you may ask?
Well this blog unfortunately is on my thoughts rather than my life.
Feel free to read though I will try my very best to make it as interesting as possible, but it just won't happen. trust me.