Patience

Patience is virtue. I just learnt that.
Patience can make the hardest things easy and the easy things simpler. Patience is so important in life, yet no one has it, every one needs it. I need it. Patience can makes every thing that seems so distant merely a reach away and everything a reach away next to you.

I am a chess player, still playing still learning. For a year or so, I have been playing. I have been playing with a target that seemed so distant. Yet after a long while this target seemed nothing to me. So all one needs is patience, and one shall be rewarded.

Superman

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home
I'll never see
It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
Its not easy to be me

Doesn't every one feel like that sometime in their life? Feeling off. "Its never easy to be who you want to be." You can see that you've searched a long time, finding an answer, but the answer sometimes is just in front of you. You just need to dig it up and open your eyes. Even the best fall. So whoever that you thought may be great may not be the case. It's not easy. It really isn't but if you look hard enough, you'll get there. If you feel like giving up don't. Sometimes, breaktroughs happen at the brink of giving up.

Wow

Today : I was helping out the kids in church. It was cool. I learnt a few things. Faith like a child. Faith is sometimes all you need. Faith is what enables you to do the impossible, to make the impossible possible. That's all you need. Today I read the simplest verse ever. Psalm 117:1-2. Praise God for He is faithful and at the same time loving. A love that is like no other.
A love that you know when you are bad, good, disobedient or obedient. Some how or another we ain't perfect. We need guidance.

Today: The pastor's wife asked who needed prayer? And the pastor put his hand up. The pastor. I always thought that the pastor was close to good or even perfect. How wrong I was, seems like every one, no matter how old, young, secure you are, you need a prayer at times.

-read-

Reading between the lines.
What can I say about reading between lines? Analysis, analysis and more analysis. Everything may not go how you hope it planned, but then again, it does fall into place naturally most of the time right? Sometimes patience is all that is needed and at times all that is needed is well that. I am not one to practice patience either to begin with; but I feel that I really need it desperately.

Patience is virtue. How true is that?

So free

It's ironic. Sometimes people have all the time in the world, yet people say busy. Busy cannot do this, busy cannot do that, busy cannot do something or another.

Yet everyone is given what, 24 hours a day. lets break down the 24 hours given.

8 hours of sleep
8 hours in university
8 hours of your leisure time

This is a rough estimate. Preparing food is sometimes depending on the person. During weekends you clean the house and its like what, an hour to 2 hours. You don't go to university or to work on weekends or even if you do, it's just half a day. So thst gives you a lot of time to do revision and do whatever you want. Sometimes, in christian life, we need something called discipline. I am not one of that calibre. I am still searching for that. Time just pass by in a flash. Its so quick that you don't realise it half the time. 24 hours is usually more than enough. All you need is something called discipline and something called perseverance. Perseverance so that you will continue to be disciplined and not disciplined one day and not another. Cheers.